Using auto-ethnography as a methodological framework, this book captures two diametrical poles of the authorâs experiences growing up poor and being educated in a colonial school system in a developing country and currently working as a university professor in the United States. The author begins by recollecting his mixed childhood and adolescence experiences, including being subjected to abject poverty, escaping a sexual predator as a teenager, witnessing class, gender, and sexual inequities, while at the same time being supported by family, neighbours, and friends in his community. Next, the author talks about the social class privileges that he has enjoyed as a result of becoming a university professor while juxtaposing such privileges to micro-aggression, systemic racism, xenophobia, linguicism, and elitism that he has been facing in society, including in the Ivy Halls of White America.
Pierre Wilbert Orelus is Associate Professor and Director of the Teaching Foundation program in the Educational Studies and Teacher Preparation Department in the Graduate School of Education at Fairfield University. His research involves intersectional examining of the various ways in which language, race, and gender intersect to influence peopleâs lives, including student learning and teachersâ teaching practices. His most recent books include Social Justice for the Oppressed: Educators and Intellectuals Speak out (Rowman and Littefield, 2017) and Race, Power, and the Obama Legacy (Routledge, 2015).
âTracing his intellectual development from childhood in Port-au-Prince to adulthood in Massachusetts and thereafter, Pierre Orelus provides an historical account of self that is sure to haunt us. Despite ascending the U.S. class ladder through education, Orelus runs into the fact of race to remind us that the coloniality of whiteness in 'America' places limitations on black intellectuals. In this gripping, reflective narrative, Orelus lets us in to the trauma-inducing experience of striving, while surviving, under white supremacy. It engages the intellect simultaneously with intense emotion, quiet rage, and a sense of hope in the struggle for personhood. At once personal and analytical, Living in the Shadows is critical scholarship in the most meaningful sense of that phrase.â â Zeus Leonardo, Professor and Associate Dean, Graduate School of Education and Faculty of the Critical Theory Designated Emphasis, University of California, Berkeley, author of Edward Said and Education
âPierre Orelusâ book, couched in an autobiographical, reflective idiom, can have a cathartic effect on us. The issues involved make their presence felt in our own life as people located differentially and hopefully as âpersons in process.ââ â Peter Mayo, PhD, University of Malta (from the Foreword)
âWith uninhibited honesty and detail, Dr. Pierre Orelus takes us through his struggles and consternations. His is a story that is not fearful of contradictions, but is instead one that is willing to push the work forward in a place that was never meant for us. I am humbled by his candor and encouraged by his willingness to challenge notions of âsuccessâ in the hallowed halls of academe.â â David Stovall, PhD, University of Illinois at Chicago
âIn a white world that demands that the black body surrender itself to the indignities of racism and de facto segregation, Pierre Orelus is a voice that needs to be urgently heard.â â Peter McLaren, PhD, Chapman University (from the Afterword)
âIn this book, Dr. Orelus writes a deeply personal story that addresses some of the childhood trauma as a child growing up in Haiti who immigrated to the United States as a college student. He went to complete a doctorate and became a successful scholar. As he tells his life story, he also elucidates how both oppression and privilege shaped his life experience. His reflection on his own positionality further strengthens his strong critique of the ways in which BIPOC scholars in the academy are treated. His accounts of being racially profiled in multiple contexts in the US â both on and off-campus â give readers incredible insight into what Black scholars experience before they enter the classroom. BIPOC scholarsâ experiences within the halls of the academy are equally problematic. Dr. Orelusâs work is significant because it gives it clear insights into the experiences of Black immigrants in the US while also shedding significant light on what universities must do in order to create more inclusive communities for BIPOC scholars.â â Marvin Lynn, PhD, Dean & Professor, College of Education, Portland State University
"The text provides useful insight into the impact of poverty and migration on the growth of a young scholar who becomes inspired by the works of Fanon, Memmi, and Chomsky, and particularly by Paulo Freire's Pedagogy of the Oppressed (1972). [...] The use of auto-ethnography is commendable because academia has for too long hidden its inherent biases behind the illusion of objectivity in research".
M. Christian in CHOICE, 58 (9), 2021.
Preface
Acknowledgements
Introduction
â1 Overview of the Book
â2 Conclusion
1 Home and Early Literacy Memories
â1 Recollect My Childhood and Adolescence Memories
â2 Early Literacy
â3 Attending School in the Countryside
â4 Gender Inequities
2 Questioning My Black Male and Heterosexual Privileges
â1 Teenage and Young Adult Life Remembrances
â2 Critical Reflection
3 Growing up Poor, Black, and Being [Mis]educated
â1 My Mis-Education
â2 Conclusion
4 Belonging Neither Here nor There
â1 I Am My Identities
â2 Recollecting Precious Memories
â3 Coping with Bitter and Sweet Feelings Living in the United States
â4 Awareness as Liberation
â5 Conclusion
5 To Be Non-Whites in America Is to Be in Danger
â1 How Does Feel Like a Burden in a Self-proclaimed Democratic Country Like the United States?
â2 Experiencing Inequities in the Main Land
6 Succeeding as Black in an Uneven Western World
â1 Challenges
â2 Confronting Linguistic and Racial Discrimination
â3 Teaching Minority Students
â4 Lessons Learned from My Personal Journey
7 What It Means Being Black in the Ivy Halls of WhiteAmerica
â1 Longing for a Paradigm Shift: Will That Ever Occur?
â2 Teaching While Black: Confronting Whiteness in the Classroom
â3 The Inner Fear of Losing Myself
â4 Conclusion
8 The Cost of Being Black and Brown Laboring in Predominantly White Institutions
â1 Going through the Hoops of the Tenure and Promotion Process
â2 Post-Tenure and Promotion Critical Self-Reflection
â3 Looking Forward
References
Those interested in books that talk about race, culture, immigration, class, and gender issues will find this book match their interests. Also, readers interested in historical and personal narratives about colonial and postcolonial issues and western imperialism will find this book relevant to their interests.